361/365(+1), a photo by Luca Rossini on Flickr.
Lens: Voigtlander color-skopar 35mm f2.5
Camera: NEX-7, ISO1600, f4, 1/80, raw
Somewhere on the highway of the mountains, driving to the town of Sulmona for another research meeting. We have this project which is supposed to be performed at the clinic our company owns there, for which we just received and installed the new equipment, and we have now to coordinate the next steps so to get operative as soon as possible.
The weather is awful, half rain half snow, outside gets colder and colder while we drive up the mountains. The heating of the car doesn’t work, so it’s as chilly inside as it is outside, but we don’t get wet, at least.
My mood is grey, foggy and cold too. I’m realizing how the life changes I made weren’t enough, since I’m stuck again, overwhelmed with the deadlines, without the time I feel I need to work properly on my future.
You know what, it is always dangerous to put somebody with such feelings to stay sitting for hours in a car cruising through moody mountains in a moody weather, because the fellow is going to be alone with his thoughts, and nothing peaceful is ever going to come out of this situation.
So long, new life, I guess I’m going for some major changes again.
3 thoughts on “361/365(+1)”
Luca, shitty weather causes shitty moods, next patch of sun should clear your mood up, along with some vitamin D!
Thanks Erich, I know what a big influence the weather can have on my mood from the two years I lived in the Netherlands (awful weather!!!)
However, this time there’s something more. Since I came clean with my boss on my life goals, working on the scientific “side” has been harder and harder to cope with. I really feel I have to properly make the big jump…
I suspect you are right, can’t be the best at one thing when you are doing two!